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Thursday, November 26, 2009 6:06 AM
hello , im kinda bored =)) ,
heeeeee i want BOSS PEDALS , seriously .. =)
heeee ok wtf , i really have to save up ..
ish , i feel like killing myself .. hahaha ! xP
I like this sign alot it's like a trademark for me , LOL.
the sign is --> -=)
TOTALLY AWESOME CARNIVAL MAN !!
Labels: NOT FARHAN BTW -=)
26 nov 09
5:32 AM
WORK WORK WORK
ive been working like haha
7 days already
yeah,
i hope my pay comes out good
IT BETTER BE
i totally love my job
u know jobs have many different sections
for example
mac donalds is fast food
venture era is business
laxus entertainment is sound service
science centre is running around scaring the hell oout of somebody
haha
well
this stewarding job (5th job) at swissotel , the stamford singapore (fairmount)
is under the category of
LEPAK BAYBEH!!
hahahaha
SERIOUSLY
i lepak too much till i get sleepy
LOL
as long the money flows big man
BIG!
hahaha
im saving up to
$1500
to buy BOSS PEDALS
haha and other guitar accecories
im also buying new amp , should i buy new guitar?
i dont know
i only want my one and only fav guitar
ibanez iceman prestige series
price =$1600
quality= WORTH IT LIKE SIAOWW
haha , di marzio pickups and im going to change to floyd rose
edit the fretboad my taste
so in the end it will cost
$2k
=(( WHERE AM I GOING TO GET THAT MUCH MONEY
aiya
haha, slowly save
i think , im not buying new electric guitar yet
WAKAKAKKAA,
ok enough about my work and stuff
lets get serious
on 3rd december at blackhole
outcrys having a gig
at 10pm
tickets at $5
its open mic
do come and support
but i warn u ,
the place is not for the young at heart!
yeah ,
i was desperate
what the hell was i thinking man
i think ive learnt a lesson
from now on , no more internet ayams
yeahp! NO MORE
Labels: no more internet ayams
23 november
Monday, November 23, 2009 6:40 AM
21 nov was great
outcrys 4th performance
even though not many came
we had fun headbanging , dancing , screaming our lungs out
hahaha
here are some of our pics,





i had a terrible neckache the day after that
videos are with alim
cant post on youtube , file too big
maybe i post on blogger and facebook
MAYBE
yeah , i also dont know when
as soon i get the vids , ALRIGHT
i dont really know if its going on or not
but i guess not
you have ur stories , i have mine
i just dont know where to go, what to do
i hope fate will take me there
bring me to right path
i think , im just going to be
what i was before
for a year and a half
alone...
let fate take its place
20 november
Thursday, November 19, 2009 9:12 PM
im really really fucked up
seriously , tell me what have i done
have i made false hopes with you people?
im really sorry
i didnt meant it to be this way
all i wanted is to make new friends
but it all turned out so wrong
i guess i was wrong
to say all that
im really sorry
u see , i feel like jumping down the building
but hey , im not that stupid
all this miseries , someone help me
im really confused ....
one after another comes back
i just realised it
everyone came back into my life
so sudden
how am i suppose to handle each one of them
i dont know what to say ,
within the last month
its all coming back
one by one
i have to keep my miseries
and especially her
the most loved one ,
i shed enough tears just for one girl
too much i guess ,
all i one is just to live a happy life
i dont know if its fate that pulling me back again
or is it old love
i cant simply say i love you to all of you right
im falling down on my knees
begging to god to show me the truth
if this is the truth , then i have to handle it
im sorry if i make each one of you sad
or i broke ur heart
i admit it ,its my fault
relationships can wait
love doesn't need to be a hurry
it all takes time
patience is the key
i myself cant seem to see it
im just confused
and fucking fucked up
=(
now is not a good time for me either
let fate take its place ...........
Labels: all have to wait
; ffyda here (;
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 6:04 AM
heys all !
im ffyda , farhan is bz working now .
so im updating for him since i owe him damn alot .
he's my only cutest boyy & i love him (;
okayy random , erm , whenever you guys are free ,
go visit my blog aye , & tag is a must ^^
farhan is mine xP hha ..
kkay wna go sleep alr , bb .
16 nov 09
Monday, November 16, 2009 12:43 AM
i had a very busy week yet crazy and wacky week
haha, so many things to mention
i just dont know where to start
lets start on 13 nov 09
it was our grad night
a very memorable night i almost cried
the food was ok , but the best part was being with friends
enjoying the night together
wait , that sound so wrong
haha , if u get what i mean ...
i snapped a million photos
haha , let the pictures do the talking










what a lovely night , im so goona miss yuhua
my secondary school years
10 years down the road , i will certainly laugh at this old sweet memories
thanks yuhua for everything ,
without you, i would not be who i am today
thanks NCDCC
thanks 4E8
thanks TEACHERS
thanks to all my LOVEY FRIENDS
thanks YUHUA
god , i feeli like bursting into tears
GOODBYE YUHUA
=..(
ok , dont worry.. its not the end
its the begining of a new journey
after grad night , i straight away went to camp
ncdcc camp , my final year
i only snap a few pictures
my cameras memory is only 32 mb
haha, old camera
for campfire , we did it in the canteen
wth ... it was drizzling ..
only for a while
but nvm , it was fun





such memories , after camp , i had to work at 7
im tired , sleepy , crampy (is there such word?)
haha , i tell you, the work im working as
GAJI BUTA BEB
haha , sit there lepak but i hope the pay comes out good
mac donalds more fun
but tiring
haha , this work so boring , so lepak-ish
gagagag
but nvm , im working for the money
yeahh
went home at 3 am yesterday , nantok sey , lucky got transport woohooo
so i slept like one mad pig , and today morning at 8.02 cikgu linda called me
i was like 'sibuk ah org nak tido ' (in a very sleepy manner)
then i picked up the phone and said hello
and cikgu linda screamed FARHANNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
then i remembered today got mlb listening compre
why nobody wake me up , god
so i was GABRAH NK MAMPOS
dont know what to do
then quickly change clothes without bathing
for the first time i went to school without bathing
and it happens to be my last day of school for o lvl examinations
haha weird ,
btw THANKS CIKGU for waking me up and fetching up
haha , ok NOW IM DONE WITH OLVls
what a crazy week ....
Labels: crazy week
08 / 11 / 09
Sunday, November 8, 2009 3:48 AM
WAKAKAK
IVE GOT MY VERY FIRST BOSS PEDAL
WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
50% sale
but not exactly off nett price
but still , saved some money
YEAH BABY! hahahahahaha
i love my chorus
=)))))
07 / 10 / 09
Friday, November 6, 2009 9:21 AM
im on a tv drama show
wohooo! HAHA ,
watch the show coming out on suria on 23 nov
seriously i 4get the name
im just a calefare
for $20
worth it !
YEAHH , watch me tau! hahahaa
well , it was nice knowing you
=).
btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KARTINA!
=) A LITTLE LATE ,been busy
haha nvm , i wished u on facebook already .. woohoo!
hahaha , ok now im done with o lvls
left mcq and mlb
bole punyer!hahahaha
..............
Labels: nice knowing you
5 / nov / 09
Thursday, November 5, 2009 3:53 AM
THANK YOU FOR THE DINNER !
i really appreciate that ... =)
its been awhile since we communicate with each other
maybe im too busy or ure too busy?
u said you were sad..
i had to leave u awhile
im only saying this bcoz i want you to hear me from my point of view
i hope ure reading this
i have this feeling that im interrupting an affair
i dont know why , but i just feel it
im confused now , i thought things would be much much easier
but now its seem so complicated
i want to understand how u feel
but how am i suppose to understand you if
u keep it to urself
please be frank with me , i will be fine
i just dont want any mis-understandings
the worst thing is u keeping quiet and not telling me
anything ,
u see , at first i thought i was on top of the world
u know theres this time when i said i was afraid
i was afraid bcoz of all the things u have done
im sorry to tell you this
but all those piercing and other things
it feels like i was falling
i thought i could try to continue
but what arif said was true
im too soft to change you
btw , who am i to do what i want to you
its your decision , its your choice ,
i dont want things to happen like what i did to my ex
azielah if ure reading this, IM SORRY!
i realise that i controlled and get to emotional too much
i know its a long time ago , ughhh!! DAMN ME!
i dont want all those kinda things happen again
ok , i dont want to talk about the past again
i shed too much tears ...
smile
Monday, November 2, 2009 1:38 AM
im on my final week of super damn hard work of studying
then can ENJOY BROTHER
wooohooooo
ok , lets get to the point
the point is , i want somebody to cheer up
i know its sad
but i dont know why
nvm , whatever happens , im here
u can always beep me if u want
ill be right here waiting
for the meanwhile ill leave you alone
have some quality time alone
but do smile ok
like i said, the more u smile
i smile more
=)
Labels: smile