conflict here and there , you know its difficult to handle
all in one . Seriously , i cant stand ppl who try to make it
look good but actually u just wan to make it worser
do u guys have some sense , u noe u hate each other
and yet u treat urself as close friends, wth is wrong with u
guys ? why not , u talk things out and solve ur own problems
damn , GROW UP . well , sometimes , i cant take ur lies anymore
but , its because of patience , i kept quiet
not to say that i hate u , but , i just dont like ur attitude
since ur my friend , i wont do anything , instead ill observe
and one day , just one day , u will understand wad the hell im talking
about... life is getting difficult nowadays , due to the economy i guess
. HAH , im so going to make a song about it , with hafiz ?
HAFIZ , I NOE U ALREADY MADE IT . .. lol
fine , ill make the rhythm , ok ?
TALKING ABOUT SONGS , let me just say
The time i said goodbye was a succes =)
thanks to you , i made this song ,
ok , i noe u wont understand , maybe carteenah would
OUH W8 , Kartina , if ure reading
i noe u would be like
'WAD DE HELL'
OR
'HUH"
as normal
hahaha
=)
here is some
random things for u readers
1) watch out for OutCry
2) it appeared on TV , and im so telling ya the truth
3) on channelnewasia ,
4) =) , BANDMATES , ask me , u wont understand
5) 14 days to 16
yup
12/4/09 BAYBEHH!
from that day onwards
i can like , watch movies rated NC16
hahah , too bad you young losers who cant watch
HEE, KIDDING =)
till then

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You know at times , when u feel the butterfly in stomach
sometimes , ure about to perform and your nervous
or , u just did something so terrible and ure worried
OR , u miss someone soo badly , u are worried for them
OR , ur having a stomach ache (haha)

ok , i just experinced all those 4 in one day
typical eyhh , and it had to be on a sunday
but honestly , im not saying that im haveing a bad day or something
instead , yesterday totally rock , i cant really mention wad
happened , but just be prepared for something that
u think it will never happen

ok fine , obviously u wont understand , one day u will get me
i really dun care wad will ppl say to me now
go ahead scream at me , GUESS WAD , I WONNT CARE
maybe its time ...

im making this confessions now , i cant just keep it inside all the
time and do nothing about it eyh? i'll make the move then ,
its rather difficult to forget about ur loved ones ey , even though
they are gone and ure supposed to move one
at times , its even difficult to forget about the mistakes u have
done to them , wheter alive or dead . im being honest now , and
if ure reading this , im telling u , im still not over with u
its been nearly one year, and all i do is kept quiet..
worst of all , made worser mistakes .. i seriously feel that
FARHAN sec 3 suck , yeah .. thats like one of the worst
FARHAN ive ever had , ive been keeping quiet for too long
having this mix feelings REALLY SUCK! Sometimes i feel , go for it
then the other minute , DONT .. i cant make those kind of decisions again
i have to get it straigt , its either yes or no .. lately i lost my
phone , so i cant really try to do anything , except
if i see u in school and at least say HI
u noe how happy i was , that u turned and smile
i missed ur voice , i wish i could get things straight with u
but , everytime i go closer to you i go , let say , guilty
im sorry .. i noe its been a long time but i didnt really manage to said
how much i really missed you , and thats it , the realtionship end
but i noe , if u didnt end it , ill still be the jerk i used to be
u made me realise how jerky , freaky i get
i wish i could turn back in time and slap that FARHAN!
u noe, after i made my prayers , i will always wished only for ur happiness
if we werent meant for each other , all i wanted is to see u smile
the tears in my ears roll down the cheeks everytime i think
even of the smallest mistakes i had made
u really did change my way of life
THANK YOU =)

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from a very very very long long time
since alim go thailand, i nvr jammed with the band
ok la
4 days only , but still its considered long okay
so , today we went jamming for 2 hours
thank you PAPALIM , i need not pay a single cent
LOL , kata manager pe ... haha ,
so jammed the songs that we are supposed to play for the upcoming gig
hah , ok , let me list it
>highway star (deep purple)
>the trooper (iron maiden)
>the time i said goodbye (OUTCRY)
>shattered (OUTCRY)
>flash of the blade (iron maiden)
>unholy confessions (avenged sevefold)
yeahh , 4 cover songs and two original songs from us =)
OUTCRY BAYBEHHHH!
, ok fine , DO SUPPORT OUTCRY OK
i try to post the videos
but
the videos just cant be posted
DAMN!!!
FINE ,IVE GOT PHOTOS
HAH =)

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Back to blogging again, funny eyh .
HAHA
ok fine , today went for flag day
god , finaaly i did something good to the community chest
im such an Angel
HAH ....
can u belive it , for 4 damn hours
i didnt actually stay in one place and beg for money
instead , we went to eat (for free ) hee thank u makcik suhaila
yeah WE stands for me , liy and suhaila
typical eh
lol
ada org tu kata nk blanja nak tgk wayang
tapi tk jadi , ape ni , tkpela .. in the end still had fun ohkayy
hah!
ive got photos ..











till then

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