THANK YOU FOR THE DINNER !
i really appreciate that ... =)

its been awhile since we communicate with each other
maybe im too busy or ure too busy?
u said you were sad..
i had to leave u awhile
im only saying this bcoz i want you to hear me from my point of view
i hope ure reading this
i have this feeling that im interrupting an affair
i dont know why , but i just feel it
im confused now , i thought things would be much much easier
but now its seem so complicated
i want to understand how u feel
but how am i suppose to understand you if
u keep it to urself
please be frank with me , i will be fine
i just dont want any mis-understandings
the worst thing is u keeping quiet and not telling me
anything ,
u see , at first i thought i was on top of the world
u know theres this time when i said i was afraid
i was afraid bcoz of all the things u have done
im sorry to tell you this
but all those piercing and other things
it feels like i was falling
i thought i could try to continue
but what arif said was true
im too soft to change you
btw , who am i to do what i want to you
its your decision , its your choice ,
i dont want things to happen like what i did to my ex
azielah if ure reading this, IM SORRY!
i realise that i controlled and get to emotional too much
i know its a long time ago , ughhh!! DAMN ME!
i dont want all those kinda things happen again
ok , i dont want to talk about the past again
i shed too much tears ...